{"id":58416,"date":"2026-05-05T15:18:24","date_gmt":"2026-05-05T12:18:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/i-started-not-from-where-i-left-off-but-from-where-it-remained-within-me\/"},"modified":"2026-05-05T15:21:33","modified_gmt":"2026-05-05T12:21:33","slug":"i-started-not-from-where-i-left-off-but-from-where-it-remained-within-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/en\/i-started-not-from-where-i-left-off-but-from-where-it-remained-within-me\/","title":{"rendered":"I started not from where I left off, but from where it remained within me"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>A new country, a new language, a new routine\u2026 and a sentence she carries within, still waiting to be completed: \u201cI want to go to school.\u201d<\/p>\n\n<p>She started school again in T\u00fcrkiye. But life doesn\u2019t always let you continue from where you left off. Financial hardships, the language barrier, and the weight of the adaptation process soon interrupted the new path she had just begun, and Sidra\u2019s education had to be discontinued once again. This time, this disruption ran even deeper, because she was no longer just a student, she was the oldest child in her family.     <\/p>\n\n<p>Responsibility caused her to grow up quickly. During this period, she got married. While each passing day felt similar to the next, that familiar sentence always quietly remained within her: \u201cI must continue.\u201d Over time, this sentence became more than just a wish, it became a guiding direction.   <\/p>\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/asam_a-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-58409\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/asam_a-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/asam_a-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/asam_a-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/asam_a-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/asam_a.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n<p>Despite her husband\u2019s objections, she had the support of her parents and enrolled in an open high school. This wasn\u2019t just a return to education; it was a way to reclaim her life and to hear her own voice again. During that period, with the suggestion of a friend, she discovered the Ankara Community Center of the Association for Social Development and Aid Mobilization (ASAM).  <\/p>\n\n<p>At first, she only visited the center to attend a course. Then, she also joined a computer course. Each new thing she learned was not just a skill, it was a growing sense of confidence. \u201cI started feeling much stronger after coming here.\u201d This sentence was the simplest and truest expression of her transformation.   <\/p>\n\n<p>Eventually, the center became more than just a place for her. In the speaking club, her vocabulary developed and her voice grew stronger. In workshops, her hands started producing. And perhaps for the first time, her dreams began to take shape.   <\/p>\n\n<p>She wanted to become a computer engineer, as she was no longer just building dreams, she was making effort to achieve those dreams. A simple skill she learned in the knitting and sewing workshop had turned into a much bigger idea in her mind. The discipline of production she developed in the workshop was combined with her interest in computers, opening a whole new path for her. Now, her goal is to expand what she learned, build her own path, and stand on her own two feet.    <\/p>\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" data-src=\"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/asam_b-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-58410 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/asam_b-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/asam_b-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/asam_b-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/asam_b-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/asam_b.jpg 1920w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 1024px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 1024\/768;\" \/><\/figure>\n\n<p>But what she is really trying to build is not just a job, but it is her own life. \u201cI want to prove myself, first and foremost to myself, not to anyone else\u201d, she says. <\/p>\n\n<p>Today, through referral from ASAM Ankara Community Center, Sidra has applied to the Building Bright Futures (PARGEL) project, implemented by the Entrepreneurship Development Foundation (MESVAK) as part of the Enhancer Project of the International Center for Migration Policy Development (ICMPD), and has started her trainings. With the inspiration gained from the knitting and sewing workshop she attended at the center, Sidra seeks to complete this process and step into the business world by writing a grant project. <\/p>\n\n<p>And today, as she tells her own story, she sums it all up in a single sentence: <\/p>\n\n<p><strong>\u201cI started not from where I left off, but from where it remained within me.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Some stories are not left unfinished. They just need to keep silent for a short while before starting over again. Sidra\u2019s story is one of them. She learned what it meant to leave a country behind when she was only 14 years old. In 2016, due to internal disorder and insecurity in her country, she had to move to T\u00fcrkiye with her family. This wasn\u2019t just migration; it was a turning point that deeply changed her life.     <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":58415,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"wds_primary_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[642],"tags":[451],"class_list":["post-58416","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-supporting-livelihoods","tag-sgdd-asam-en"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58416","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=58416"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58416\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":58417,"href":"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58416\/revisions\/58417"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/58415"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=58416"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=58416"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sgdd.org.tr\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=58416"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}